Slow Going...

I 'm running out of time and internships I feel like I'm looking in all the wrong places. When I get a lead it turns cold and nothing come from it.  I try to get internships but seems like no one wants to have me. They all turn into dead ends. I'm trying to create a new wine label to this local winery I plan to create the design an then present it to them. Hopefully they will see it and want me to do more for them a job an internship anything would be great. Even if I'm not paid, I really just need the hours. I'm so frustrated I feel like I'm failing  and I'm scared I might have to go back to school for something else or for my bachelors I dunno yet I'm so freaked and unsure of things. but I feel like I'm running out of time. Which is true... I am.